The Magic in our stars!!!!

Well the last time I had started writing, it was a because of a person. Finally as I am resuming it now I guess after two years, it’s because of a person. I will be using the word person for the one I want to talk about in this post. It really amazes me when I look at the impact the person who made me start writing again, has on me and my life. The person is seriously one of the most simple-minded person. I think this person has changed three magical words in my life from I love you to “M Gud Le :-)”. The smiley at the end really tells one thing about her. She’s got to have the patience of a rock to type it that way compared to an emoticon that takes just one push of a key. You know sometimes there are these casual moments and later in your life when you think about them, they really were the “Dear Diary Moments”.

Well our first time conversation was funny and interesting at the same time. The words I spoke were “Where is the something Class?” and the answer was simple from the person as well. We never talked thereafter. One day I was just entering one of our mutual friend’s room. My mutual friend and that person were talking to each other on phone, when suddenly my mutual friend said “That person says hi to you”. I was like “is the person nuts?” Why in hell would anyone care about me being in that room. That was one instance I felt there’s something special about this person as this was the first time and incident like this ever happened in my life. It so happens that sometimes you’re in the moment, a really special one and you say something without understanding its consequences. It was a promise i made. Probably one of the biggest in my life . But surprisingly those were one of the best words I ever spoke. I am damn sure the person remembers them. I've never been so happy about  using the power of speech.

Our first hangout was through our mutual friends. We had been to a lake and I was just thinking about how we are together and someday we’ll just drift off like autumn leaves that are blown away by wind. Everyone said why do you get so serious?. But this person said go on I am listening. I still remember that the first piece of writing I ever wrote was for this person. But what impressed me more than that is what it meant to the person. The person still has it well preserved. This person is the only one who knows what I have dreamt about my marriage.  

Well, it so that happened that one day I really had this bad dream in which I saw this person getting harmed. Well people usually let it go. But I always was, still am and will always be an emotional fool. So we went to church and sat there just praying for the person. Before this incident I truly never believed in prayers. I believe that is what keeps me human. The most incredible thing came from this person when the person told me that we both dreamt about making preparations together for my elder sister’s marriage. By far this person happens to be the only one who told me that and I guess may be the only one ever. Yes I am meticulous and yeah I don’t really believe in doing something big but really starting with sweet things.

Being a superhero fan I remember these lines and I quote "He's the hero Gotham deserves, but not the one it needs right now. So we'll hunt him. Because he can take it. Because he's not our hero. He's a silent guardian, a watchful protector. A dark Knight." The person is like this to me. I never thought we would be best friends. The person doesn't talk to me all the time or daily. I don't even get time to spend with the person. But I know the person is there with me, all the tine.  We are each other's dark Knights. We watch each other's backs. This person truly taught me that togetherness was not messaging each other daily. Or calling each other frequently. I always wondered how literature comes to me. I guess it just does. Well here is something I wrote for the person "You came as a hope and became my faith". The person truly stands for this, Truly,together there is nothing that we cannot achieve. Yes I have an indestructible horcrux(for those die hard harry potter fans) of mine in the person and the person's in me. We live really far from each other and yet you never seemed closer to me. You are one of the very few people who inspires me.

Being with this person seems morning and the person's absence feels like night. Times will always try to drift us apart. But, you will always be close to my heart. Love you friendoo.

P.S: Just hold my hand and we could walk through the jungle of darkness with togetherness as the ray of light.

My Non-Blood Related Sister!

well  living away from my family is one big deal for  a boy like me! And the worst part of it was that i could find no one who had the never ending patience to listen to my talks which by the way if imagined to be a music player had only two buttons play and rewind, where a person had to choose one of them. No exceptions!  And the striking feature of this music player is that it can run even without power  symbolizing there’s no end to it! In such a situation where I needed someone who may not be as good as my family but at least a substitute! And here it was my wish was granted by God almighty and  a cute little angelic boon  stepped into my life which  was in severe chaos! 

The first time I met her I had no idea that we both would go so far! This incident is certainly the one which I feel everyone  stumbles upon! She certainly is dead opposite to me! She’s not matured but still this wizard solves my most complex problems with her magical wand of love and care! She’s the first one to know what happens to me! She certainly turned my life around from a desert to an evergreen forest! She is the one who knows me better  than myself. A very compassionate soul, a facultative thinker! The most melodious raaga on which the music of my life is based! The only unaffordable gift of my life! And the person whom I envy the most with regards to her is her brother. What a wonderful sister does he have in his life! I sometimes think that she was supposed to be my sister  instead! She’s few of those who can predict my thinking! She showed me what I am! She often tells me that I am very patient but, knowing myself has made me realize that she is absolutely the most patient girl I’ve ever come across because of one thing , she always listens to whatever “ amith -the blabbermouth” has to say at anytime without giving it a second thought. She has exquisitely handled me and the situations in my life in a way that anyone would be amazed to see! She’s given me the love that I could have got if I were to stay with my family!  She is the only reason why I have a sustained life in my “karmabhoomi-davangere”.

 I feel proud to say this that even if I had a small sis, she would never be able to play the role of this “compiler” of the program of my life! I know I can never be able to explain what you’re to me, but this is just an attempt towards it which I am sure is no way close to what you are to me! Love you sweet sister and you dare never  ever I repeat ever leave me because I don’t know “ miss practical” if you realize that you’ve become such an indivisible part of my family! I mean it! Be there for me because its you who completes  me and my family! You’re the only compiler  who can debug the logical errors of the program of my life! love you sweetheart sister! Although “the  Indian  society” doesn’t believe in such a concept of “the non- blood related sister” the only sentence that comes to my mind is “those who believe experience and those who don’t ,wait for their experience and then believe”!